PhD DOTA & CS-holic’s journey

Today marked the 12th day I’ve started my holidays since the end of my exams. Before that, I was counting days to when the holidays would start but now since it’s started, I have been aimlessly trying to fill my days with some sort of activity to at least enjoy the holidays but to no avail. Weird mind I have, now IT’s thinking of going through the thick Java book that I have and it’s barely even 2 weeks into the holidays. It’s like having 2 personalities in your mind but with different agendas. Weird and scary at the same time. Just hope I don’t end up like the guy from movie "Identity". A whack job with 8 different personalities.

Ah, I guess it takes more than that to make me go crazy. I miss home. I guess that’s it. I just miss the smell and the feeling of home. Everywhere I turn, people seemingly forgot that I’m not going back so by the time the question of when I’m going back comes out for like…the 300th time, they then only realized that it was the wrong question to ask.

I’m spending more time listening to Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars. "If I lay here, If I just lay here, Would you lie with me and just forget about the world" is how the chorus goes. I wish I could do that…even the video clip looks excellent. If you haven’t heard the song then you should give it a go.  Listen to the lyrics. Not just because it’s a famous song or the fact that it’s played repeatedly  radio. Take time and listen. Then you’ll know what I’m talking about. Enough ramblings…

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