PhD DOTA & CS-holic’s journey

Problem-listic infatuation. The feeling of being passionate abt something through/with problems. Just take a minute to think about it, look it up or laugh abt it. I have to say that everyone has a problem-listic infatuation syndrome. U know why? Coz problems are just apart of our lifes. Sometimes some people always seem to have really shitty situations to go thru but in end they just go on. Coz the important part of being alive is putting a foot or a few steps forward no matter what. That’s life’s greatest teaching and it applies to everyone since they were just small cells in their parents. You know, our cells are the ones that decide how we look like. So don’t complain if you don’t look like Brad Pitt or Heikal Husin, you decided how you look like today. Yea, we weren’t delivered by great big giant "STORKS".

Anyway, problems are just life’s way to say "Hey, you’re alive…be proud of it". For me and some of the people out there, we seemed to miss that fact. We complain, we moaned, we cry, we bitch abt it but we never really saw the good side of it until someone points it out. Keeping a problem inside is not the way to solve it but as humans, we have our own individual way of letting go. Take for an example, me….I like walking about aimlessly and drink loads of coffee. Coffee for me is like alcohol. Sad but that’s how I cope. Better than being an alcoholic. I intend to change that.

I now know that if I’m feeling sad or depressed, I would have my friends and my family to help me through. Most of the time we turn to our friends coz it’s easier. Its easy to open up to a person who doesnt really know you that well than someone who has been with you throughout your life.  Hence, the profession: Pyschiatrist.  Anyway, everyone has a syndrome called problem-listic infatuation.  It’s there. It’s the thing that pushes us everyday to be a little better. It’s what makes us feel human. So deal with it. Live with it. And don’t ever feel that you’re weird just because you’re sad over a problem.

You’re just going through a problem-listic infatuation phase. It will pass. So cheer up, get up and walk again. I know I will.

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