Loco Adelaide?
Hmmm, my last blog update was 15th May 2006 and lo behold am in Adelaide now. Studying. Been here for the past 2 months ++ and enjoying it every bit. But I would love to say that everything is hey ok but it’s not. Irony of life just farted right in my face, leaving me to suffocate here in little Adelaide. I’m finding it a bit hard now to cope with my studies. Am not blaming it on the environment or the ppl here (although I know I could since this is my own blog, BUGGER OFF!) but the fault lies entirely with me.
Programming is not as easy as I thought it would be and I’m beginning to see a dark passage way instead of the normal lighted ones (you know those high powered torchlights that would kill an idiot who is stupid enough to hit it against their head). I so need help but where can sought one out? I tried forums but hell, ppl there can be mean. Ughh…and to top it all, I’m having thoughts of changing my entire course to something along the lines of Mass Comm. Weird huh? I made the move from Multimedia to IT and now Mass Comm? I guess what I’m feeling is depression at its worse. And the crappy assignments arent making it better. Am not sure what my sponsors would feel like especially the School’s Dean. She would so get her "tudung-in-knots" when she hears abt my progress.
Hmmm..how I wished life was a bit simpler. But Sagi’s always have the most interesting "twist" to their life. Oh well, better plough on to at least pass this sem. Pray for me…
October 2nd, 2006 at 6:30 am
Cal….hang in there buddy.. I’m with ya…. well, at least for this sem… I’m changing my course next yr alrdy….do Education & then i’ll either work as a teacher or be an accountant ~~ 2 career options.
Programming is damn hard… I’ve given it my best shot… 4 years of “trying to give it another go” but still, I’ve always hated it & feared it. Nevertheless, there’s plenty more to life than stupid programming.